lonely

i was supposed to tell how i celebrated my 21st birthday but i can't fight the feeling i am experiencing inside.

i am lonely.

currently, im in Cool Web here in Pedro Gil. I went to a xmas party with my family early this morning. Since it was held at One Esplanade near MOA, i went home at my boarding house early. I wrapped some gifts for my family, friends, and kids to kill the time and boredom at my b.house. I decided to go in Robinsons since I have to buy gifts for my boss and some other kids. I went past this very unique gimik of a group of "manongs"; they sell mugs but you can make them personalize it for only 40 pesos + a very beautiful box worth 10. Because my budget is very tight, i decided to go for it. I'll be giving them to my cousins. I have to wait for 30 minutes for it to get done so i said i'll just be back for a while. I dont know if they're still there when I get back. hehe.

hehe.

isn't it funny when you can still manage to laugh or smile when deep inside, every breath painfully kills you?